Beautiful Mess
Fildzah Adhania. 17. Indonesian. Addicted to badminton. Kid with big, big plans. Writographer wannabe. Always wanted to travel the world. The girl that believes what goes around comes back around. The one that hopes for a better day. ♥VANZAH24012012♥
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RSS“I guess I’ve always been pretty good with words. In my line of business. It’s as important to be able to describe what I’m doing as it is to do what I’m doing. When to say what. What words to select. Some men hate to hear certain terms. They can’t stand specific moves and then they can’t live without others. It’s part of my job to know where to place my hand, my lips, my tongue, my leg and even my thoughts. What kind of pressure, for how long, when to stop. I can become your first kiss… or a torn out image from a Playboy magazine that you found when you were 9 years old. Am I your secretary or am I your daughter? Maybe I’m your seventh grade math teacher you always hated. All I know is that if I do it just right, I can become your living, breathing, unflinching dream, and then I can actually disappear.”
— Chloe
“I guess I’ve always been good with words.”
— Chloe
“I am not a writer except when I write.”
— Juan Carlos Onetti
“There was a girl I used to know but I haven’t seen her in awhile. She was beautiful, smart, confident, free spirited. She could turn an uneasy silence into a conversation. She could make you smile just like that, and she could even make you cry just like that. She felt like she could change the world, paint it different colors. She could conquer anything. She believed in fairy tale’s, dreams, and love.”
— (via wordsandlyrics)
“What do you want to be when you get older?”
This question hits me a little bit. I never know how to respond this. I just wanna be myself.
Alright, I actually have no idea about my future. I mean, I don’t really good at anything. I’m not a clever student. I hate chemistry. I’m not good at math. Something like that lah. So I don’t know what would I be when I get older.
Sometimes I wish I was good at something…
I love English. I like to write. Badminton is my passion. I love to create something with my own creativity. I like artworks. But I can’t paint. I wanna be useful for many people. I wanna inspire others. I wanna do what I love. I wanna be free.
A wise man once said and I’ll always remember this:
“Find something you love to do and you’ll never have to work a day in your life” — Harvey MacKay.
So I think I will find a job that I love, a work that I enjoy. May be: A badminton journalist? Or a reporter? Or an English teacher? Or an activist? Let’s see.
But I still figure it out.
Berharap suatu saat nanti bisa keliling Maluku…
AMIN! (Ambisi mode: ON) Hehehe :p
Sumpah e beta mau paskali kuliling provinsi seribu pulau ini. Bagi beta, apa artinya pigi jauh-jauh keluar daerah tapi katong pung daerah tampa tinggal saja blom pi jajah akang. Padahal katong pung potensi pariwisata beserta keindahan alamnya seng kalah tuh deng daerah-daerah lain. Pengen skali, satu hari tu bisa foto-foto sepuasnya di daerah yg beta kunjungi. Coba bayangkan akang. Hmmm… Talalu nyata e! Huahahahahaha ^_^
Ok, cukup. Karna beta serius deng beta harapan ini, yaitu: suatu saat nanti bisa keliling Maluku… Jadi beta su siapkan skali daftar tampa-tampa yang pengen beta kunjungi. Check it out!
Mulai dari beta pung tampa tinggal do e, Pulau Ambon:
- Patung Pattimura, di Lapangan Merdeka; Well, memang sih beta su sering datang ke sini cuma beta blom pernah enjoy akang tampa.
- Patung Martha Christina Tiahahu, di Karang Panjang; Dolo waktu beta masih kacil, beta tinggal di Karpan dan paleng sering dapa bawa ka sini dari beta keluarga. Sampe su basar bagini beta su seng pernah pi ka Patung Christina lay makanya beta mau pi sana la foto kota Ambon sadiki doh, barang dari tampa itu katong bisa dapa lia kota Ambon secara keseluruhan loh.
- Taman Makam Pahlawan PD II-Australia, di Tantui; Taman yang bagus yang ada di Ambon dan beta blom pernah pi ka sana.
- Museum Siwalima, di Taman Makmur; Tampa favorit nih! Su lama lay beta su seng pi ka sana, dolo bole e.
- Pantai Namalatu, di Latuhalat; Blom pernah pi, pensaran, hehehe.
- Pantai Natsepa Indah, di Natsepa; Pante yang paling populer ni kapa sudah.
- Pantai Liang di Liang; Salah satu pante yang paling indah di Indonesia dan beta blom pernah berenang di situ.
- Pantai Santai, di Latuhalat; Sama deng Pantai Namalatu.
- Pintu Kota, di Airlow; Sama deng Pantai Namalatu deng Pantai Santai.
- Gong Perdamaian Dunia; Pssst, jang bilang sapa-sapa kata beta blom inja akang tampa ni. Hahahae! Baru lewat akang sah, blom pernah maso la foto-foto.
- Pulau Tiga di Desa Assilulu; Dolo pernah pigi, mau pi lay, hehe.
Trus, yang di luar Pulau Ambon:
- Kepulauan Banda(!!!); Jang ucap lay, beta blom pernah inja kaki di sana, penasaran stenga mati eee. Pokoknya beta harus pi ka sanaaaa.
- Ora Beach Resort(!!!), di Seram Utara; Seng bisa bilang deng kata-kata, lia akang foto-foto jua, klik di sini.
- Pantai Ngurbloat aka Pasir Panjang(!!!), di Tual, Maluku Tenggara; Pantainya itu loooh, jang ucap akang lay.
Kayaknya itu saja dolo e.
Beta mohon bantuan doa jua biar bisa terwujud ^_^
Pokoknya tetap AMBISI for pi di tampa-tampa di atas, hehehe.
Theme: Speaker by Alex Willemyns.
